Copyright ยฉ 2026 by
Penelope Ward and Vi Keeland
There was a
beat of silence. For some reason I continued to stand there. Rafe looked at me
for a few more seconds, like he was deciding something. Then he lifted his
chin, gesturing toward the hallway. โYou just got back from a run?โ
I nodded.
โFirst one since I left Montana.โ
โHow was it?โ
โDefinitely
different. There are so many people out on the streets.โ
He smiled.
โThereโs an art to dodging the slow walkers and people glued to their phone.
Youโll pick it up.โ
โIโm guessing
Iโll also learn to stop apologizing to people I cut around. I think I said โIโm
sorryโ a hundred times on an hour-long run.โ
โDead
giveaway youโre from out of town.โ
I laughed.
โThat and the fact that Iโm wearing purple. What is it with everyone wearing
black in New York? Especially women. Theyโre all in black pants, black
leggings, black tops, black coats, black purses…โ
His eyes
flicked over me againโthis time I definitely didnโt imagine it. โI like that
you wear color.โ
My stomach
did a small, traitorous flip. โThanks.โ
Another pause
stretched between us, this one charged in a way I couldnโt quite explain. Then
Rafe walked to the table and grabbed his shirt, pulling it on. It made me
wonder if heโd caught himself looking at me and felt wrongโexactly the way
watching him felt for me.
โI, uh, Iโm
sorry Calder and I didnโt make it to your girlfriendโs show the other day.โ
Rafe smiled.
โNot my girlfriend and not a big deal.โ
โHow was it?โ
โGood. I like
plays better than musicals, but it was fun watching someone I know become
someone else onstage.โ
Maybe thatโs
why it sometimes felt like he was watching meโbecause being around him turned me
into someone else. Or maybe this was the real me. I wasnโt sure who the hell I
was anymore.
โAny good
plans for the week?โ he asked. โYou start your new job soon, right?โ
I nodded.
โThe Monday after next. Iโm planning to hit a different museum each day as I
count down.โ
โNice. I love
museums. When I was a kid, I was obsessed with dinosaurs. I used to beg my
babysitter to take me to the Museum of Natural History. Iโve probably been
there fifty times over the years. Itโs still one of my top two favorites.โ
โWhatโs the
other one?โ
โItโs called
the Noguchi.โ
โIโve never
heard of it.โ
He nodded.
โItโs in Queens, so itโs not as popular as the museums in Manhattan that the
tourists hit. It has a lot of sculptures, but the best part is the outdoor
garden. Itโs one of the most peaceful places in the five boroughs.โ
โIโll have to
check it out.โ
โItโs a good
place to think. Or not think.โ
I laughed. โI
might need both of those this week.โ
He held my
gaze for a second, like he understood more than Iโd said out loud. โYeahโฆyou
should go.โ
I shifted my
weight, suddenly aware again that I was still lingering in his doorway. โThanks
for the recommendation.โ
โAnytime.โ
Another
pause. Why wasnโt I leaving?
Rafe smiled.
โI was just going to make some breakfast. Want to join me?โ
I thumbed
toward the hall. โI should probably get upstairs and shower.โ
โYou sure?
Your boyfriend texted and told me to keep an eye on you while heโs away. I
think that might include making sure you donโt start any more cooking fires.โ
โI didnโt
startโโ
Rafe laughed.
โIโm teasing. Go take your shower. Iโll have breakfast ready when youโre done.
Consider it payback for helping my aunt.โ
I hesitated.
I shouldโve said no, even though everything in me wanted to say yes. But I
didnโt. โOkay. Iโll be quick.โ
โNo rush.โ
I forced
myself to start up the stairs.
Itโs just
breakfast.
No big
deal.
Calm down
already.
Heck,
Calder told
him to look out for me.
Still, I took
a little more time in the shower than usual and let my mind wander to places it
shouldnโt. When I got out, I wrapped a towel around myself and started digging
through my drawers for something to wear. One drawer, then the next, and
eventually moving onto the closet.
I blew out a
breath.
I was being
ridiculous. Who cares what I wear? I was going downstairs to eat eggs,
not attend a black-tie event.
And yetโฆ
I sprayed on
a little perfume. Took a few extra minutes fixing my hair. Put on eyeliner when
I normally just brushed on a bit of mascara. By the time I got dressed, it felt
like Iโd crossed an invisible line I hadnโt meant to step over.
Or maybe I
had.
I shook the
thought away. Itโs just freaking breakfast. I grabbed my phone, took one
more glance in the mirror, and headed back downstairs.ย
Vi Keeland is a #1โฏNew York Times, #1โฏWall Street Journal, andโฏUSA TodayโฏBestselling author. With millions of books sold, her titles are currently translated in twenty-seven languages and have appeared on bestseller lists in the US, Germany, Brazil, Bulgaria and Hungary. Three of her short stories have been turned into films, and two of her books are currently optioned for movies. She resides in New York with her husband and their three children where she is living out her own happily ever after with the boy she met at age six.







